Love Life, Live Life to the fullest... =D

Outing on Labour Day!!! =D

2010-05-02T20:53:00.017+08:00

Yeah, it's outing time!!! this time with youth members from pandan church... go Taman Tasik Perdana and have some activities there... It is a nice place to spend time and walk walk... i took some pics for it's hard for me to see such a greeny scene in KL... that's awesome... even there are 2 horses for patrol purposes... i able to took a pic wid him... gorgeous horse...

There are 20 of us altogether. We sing songs, play games and joking... kinda fun but we only spend half to an hour of time at the taman coz it rain so heavily at 5 something... war... we run run run like kids... we treat that running as the last game... while i run to the car still saw 2 couple taking wedding pics... oh pity...

Wanna say thanks to Kenny for busy taking our picture and he only play a game with us. He's not in the any of the pics tho... The single pics all are so nature... nice background too... oOps...

Some of our members are too funny... we laugh, we smile... together and these are called fellowship...

It's dinner time!!! Actually we plan to go "chi chiong gai" petaling street to have dinner... but heavy rain... oh... so we change our plan to Lot 10...

Shabu One at Lot 10... muahaha... buffet... luckily i din eat my lunch... which means my stomach have plenty plenty of spaces for the foods... I think i really wanna go audition for the host of food channel... but very disappointed for the food at this place not so nice tho lor... disappointed... lotsa vege, the fish were not so fresh i think... that's why they makes the soup become very sea food smell... muahaha... i manage to eat a lot although lotsa comment and crazy smells... luckily got some fried rice, drumsticks, curry, ice cream, tidbits.... if not it's not worth our $$ lor... hehe... That's all for now i guess... =D

saturday ~,~

2010-05-01T11:36:00.003+08:00

Here comes the weekends, it was so fast n furious... hehe... Later afternoon will meet up other church mate and go outing... yeah... then go petaling street for dinner... Long time since the last time i go outing... pray that i can hanging around easily... Cooked my breakfast n enjoy it while reading business magazine... ~sounds pro~... Well, this is another hot day which i'll easily doze off... hehe... Anyway, i'll bring my SE phone along later, at least can take some pics to post up here... =D

Once in a Blue Moon

2010-04-30T23:48:00.008+08:00

一个属于自己的空间... 一个没有对与错，只有分享的地方... 赤裸裸的欣恩又重建江湖了...

Blue moon has come, 1st of May, so i gonna start the blogging habit again... =D

A good start and i wish to share my ups and downs for this half year of 2010. Time flies, People changed and we learned. My 3rd year 2nd semester internship started on the 14th Dec last year. It was a great day and nervous like small kiddy go to another stage of learning. Recall back, funny naive faces (i guess how my seniors think bout me at that time), unfamiliar and quiet. For me a new environment of life = a brand new start. I'm totally unfamiliar with the surrounding, the location, the people in kl. That's how my adventure and interesting few months living starts.

Although there were ups, downs... Sometimes the statement "good or bad, hard to say" seems so true for me. That's the way i learned... Someone says i become more mature now. Well, Thanks for if i still not learn to protect myself who will be standing with me at the end?? Hiaks, I'll keep all the stories for internship to the next post ok... =D

counting... counting... It's 5 months dy i'm in Henry Butcher... Nice, friendly, caring and helpful colleagues... smart managers and bosses... Happily and freely enzz play, hanging and wonder around... 可说是一个很棒的平台... People say i witness the history part of HB... how honor am i, our company is having renovation now... before the renovation, everyone busy throwing a lot of unwant things... din get to take the pics of the rubbish mount down, try to imagine a rubbish dump at the middle of the road to the back door and rest rooms... can easily bury me... but shhh... finally at the end of the moving, it ~timber~ collapse to no where, luckily only SH witness it... hiaks... but from the rubbish dump, i got some "rezeki" also... few past valuation reports, files, stationery, note books and recycle bags.... o.O... oOps... people throw i picked... =D recycle...

yeah!!! happy we can move back to 2nd floor next week... new working environment, new tables, new partition, new carpet, new... new... new... great one... Although this few days everything goes not so convenient, but we all manage to pack ourselves in one floor... seems like working in the bursa saham... so chi gik n noisy... diff ppl diff pattern lar... freestyles...

Yesterday rain heavily, strong winds and crazy thunders... Today, hot sun, dry weather and tired mind... I start my day with a good breakfast as my kick start... wow, saw a rainbow when looking out the window... beautiful and bright... took a pic of it...

Today busy continue my sc case again... happy to say that it's near to an end dy... but another case is still pending in hand... Not so feeling well during lunch time, i think hot heat is burning inside me... hiaks... After lunch, MC says tat boss is buying us some tidbits for tea break later... so happy... food... food... I tot i'm not going to eat my portion for i having a long discussion with manager... who noes someone had keep mine dy... touched... =D thanks to kak za & ah Tan... at least i've something for dinner dy... The taste were great... potatoes...

That's all for today... it's late now n gotta sleep lor... Juz got the phone call from Arvin... Happy to hear from him again... a long time no see friend... looking forward for our next meeting... *cHeeRs* =D

-eNzZ-

Once Upon A Time~~~

2009-02-13T13:38:00.005+08:00

it's a long time since i last blogging... internet problems... many many stories and trips which i went to for tis early 2009... wish these can make my year 2009 a very good beginning and more interesting... first and foremost, genting trip.... yeah!! went to genting with ah sie, yu tian, jane and pk... kinda fun and i really enjoy in it... hiaks... thanks to ah sie and jane accompany me play trilling games... especially that space shot... ah sie and me shout like wanna burst the whole world... but not bad... with a cute guys beside... hiaks... pk so scare... hahaha... but at least we did go see dinosaur, go kart, ride on merry go round together... and also not forgotten sit in the ribena cup cup also... as for yu tian... she has special personality... she rather enjoy walking alone... enjoy her own time than go play and yelling around... well well well... a good girl to consider... hehe... genting is a nice place to stay cause i like cold weather... very refreshing... with nice friends together... no regrets... hehe... we are planning for the next trip... i hate to count but had to admit that not much more time for us to hang around after we grad... --to be continued--

let me continue... juz now i was in library since 8 sumth in the morning... now in class... what a boring class... 2 to 6... what the... he's not talking about the subject things also... saying nonsense... juz let the time go nia... aiyoyo... actually i'm very fade up now... donno how to express my feelings... can i go punch someone?? yell at somebody... cry to some friends... shout at some wall... kick, push, hit, wack, what what what... argh!!! my blackie... why are you so weak?? dont you tell me last time that you dont wish to emit to the hospital again... but now you lie unconscious again... don make me sad ok... if this time have to spend a lot to bring you alive, i'll find a new baby lor... don blame me for throwing you away... i'm sad to do that too... i'll gone insane just because of you... i'll be very happy and gone crazy cause of you... my feelings... happy, sad, angry, glad... all for you... please dont leave me okie... =`(

tomorrow is valentines day... another valentines day i'm going to pass alone again... year by year... where are you... i'm waiting... God will bring him to me one day i know... actually i'm kinda phobia with this kinda day... but anyway, hope next year wont be the same... that the only i can say... and to ah sie... from the bottom of my heart, i wish you'll different from me... 终结孤单吧！！加油哦！！

lastly.. the clock shows 3.24... still a long time to 6... i gotta leave lor... yu tian wanna update his blog... feel free to visit her blog for our latest photo for 5 of us... cheers friends... c ya...

-singen- =D

Day by Day ~~~

2009-01-15T16:53:00.003+08:00

day by day i just pass my day like crazy women... hiaks... no wonder prof say me like that huh... he got it !!! assignments coming, church activities... only leave a bit... only small bit time for myself... nevermind... that's just life... although it's kinda 'bla....' but i still have to live my life great... that's what in my mind... happy go lucky what... hahah...

er, again me in library... wondering why i cant detect any wireless in my room.... what the lousy wifi... hmmm... waiting for 5.30's class... this semester... how i wanna describe it... 2 days of nite class... have to chase the bus after class... hehehe... another nice experience also... this is 3rd week of study... so far so good... 4 more days i'll be in Miri... hehe... kinda fast huh... let me recall... hey, sis... remember on 29th dec which i'm preparing to come to Johor... you sang me a song... it's kinda interesting and funny... hahah....
~on the 1st day of 'toot toot' i have to clean my room...
~on the 2nd day of 'toot toot' i have to go to class...
~on the 3rd day of 'toot toot' i have to go countdown...
~on the 4th day of 'toot toot' which is 1st of jan i still have classes while others out there can celebrate till late the night before...
~on the 5th day of 'toot toot', well... what else can i say... i'm totally speechless...
~on the 6th day of 'toot toot' i have to and i ought to used to it....
so no more cries me small baby... be strong... hahaha.... kinda interesting song huh... you are one of the craziest lady also... hiaks... 2nd week of study... busy changing our class time table... change here and there... squeeze here and there... oh... finally... till today still not sure yet which is the correct one... hahaha.... went to genting with my fellow buddies... ah sie, ah tian, jane n ah kooi... hahah.. enjoy to da max expecially er....sorry to say that this is my 1st time been there... kinda excited and looking forward the few days before... hahaha... manage to enjoy and release my stress and burden... God's owesome... i experience his accompany also... er... many kinda games we played... luckily there's ah sie and jane... hahah.... i hate playing alone... hehehe... all triller games i conquered... even saw some ehem guys... hahaha.... oOps... learn that it's a non sleeping city... wow.... long story... tell next time...
it's 5 something lor... have to go to class lor... so sad... nevermind... after class we whole class of chinese will be going to muum muum... reunion dinner of SGP... wow... sure will wnjoy in it... foods... foods.... foods.... hahaha... yeah.... sunday night another reunion dinner with bao's family....hahahha.....

Oh... before i forget... i wanna wish Mee Na... HAPPY BIRTHDAy... you're 23... hahaha.... not old yet lar... all da best and God bless you in your studies and in everything you do....muaks....*pls get well as soon as possible... don't wish to see you in sick condition... hiaks..

-singen- =D

hey...i'm BACK !!!!

2009-01-13T19:23:00.004+08:00

hehe... lastly i'm back blogging... didnt hang around here since end of last semester huh... another semester's coming... i wish i could enjoy but everything kinda goes another way round which i expected... finish class at 4 something just now... hang in library to get online... update antivirus... chatting... surfing... happy to bring my blackie out again since so long trap in room... hehe... i miss the bus then now waiting for the next night bus... hehehe... sitting at fab bus stop online here... wow, just realize that it's fun to online blogging on the road side... hiaks... while writting while worry i miss the bus again... hahah... it's dark now... only me with some foreigners... ok, here comes the bus... bye...
-singen- =D

Finally !!!!

2008-11-17T16:05:00.000+08:00

phew... finally 5 subjects down... 1 left... tomorrow is the last subject, urban economy... gosh... hate that sub... but what can i do... sigh... that sub drag all of our efforts down... even though how hard we study... the result... we really can guess... well... well... well... fine... let it be... hiaks...

finally, 2 more days I'll be home at this time... happy... excited... looking forward... yeah!!! my comfort bed... nice... =P

finally, my room back to the worse condition like first time i check in... oh my... gotta spend a long time for cleaning when I'm back... haiyo... never mind... enzz can do it...

finally, i get to know the back side of many people... some people which i maybe judge the book from it's cover... that i realized and i knew that I'm wrong all this while... i should have smarter and differentiate that kinda issues... I'm wrong... I'm wrong... argh!!! someone gets my trust and break it simply... i understand i cannot blame myself for that... I'm totally innocent ler... please... the way you act doesnt shows like the one who i knew... what makes you change such a sudden like that... just because we doesnt have the similar facts but we still can get through it i guess... others can... why cant us?? i guess i'll be like a piece of dead meat in many people's impression... just wanna let you know that... i'm totally sincere... and i dont wish to get know that i'm wrong in the first place one day... i spend a lot on you... a lot... tears?? you know that... so please dont disappointed me... i believe that you are not that kinda person, just influence by others... come on... i hate saying this but i hope that i can get your trust back... i hope... if i could... i'm so sorry... ='(

finally, God let me understand that it's time for me to grow up and not like a small kiddy... I've learned a lot here... thank God for putting me here... away from my comfort place... just to let me see large world, face goods and bads to show His just and glorify His name...

finally, a semester is coming to an end... 3rd semester of my study... this semester is the most enjoy semester compare to the previous... play, play, play... hahaa.... all holiday mood and enjoy mood all this sem... i'm glad to have friends around to accompany me... everywhere i go i never be alone, churchmates, coursemates, fac mates... thanks buddys... hehe... muaks... i knew that i maybe notti sometimes... just sometimes okie... hehe... just wanna play with you guys only...

finally... ah sie ask me back to hostel liao... hehee.... continue when i back home...
-singen- =D

yeah !! BACK !!!

2008-11-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, welcome back to my baby blackie... hiaks... looking forward for his home backing since few weeks ago... missed him very very much... after emit to ICU, altho everything are the same... but he kinda week and need a lot of care lor... this cannot... that cannot... scare exhausted again... dehydrated... hahaha.... be strong baby... i wont let u in tat kinda scary hospital again... believe that during your stay, u must be very lonely and miss me lots huh... well... when u're not in just then i realize that actually many people care about u de ler... happy ler... hahaha.... 回来就好... thank God... (",)

here comes november... exam month it means... having islam final exam today... kinda disappointed coz lose aim... cant really accept it coz when i'm very careful in doing every single questions, something happened... wow... makes me lose concentration wat... totally... everyone in class got not very good for carry marks... but thank God everything is fine... cant blame anyone also...

not quite happy these days... many many things kept in my heart cant be expressed... luckily have brather helps me release my tension... lousy jokes did help wor... plus crazy gastric come disturbs me... come on... at this time... maybe coz exam in the corner and i have to finish exam just then can relax at home... i wanna go home... that's why totally no heart in study... but thanks to all brothers and sisters in Christ... encourage me much when i'm doing my revision... dont worry about me friends for He who gives me strength will lead me walk through good and bad times...

this is my exam's timetable... please pray for me... have wisdom in time managing, discipline in doing revision, have good memory, serious in exam, stay away from temptations... welcome for those who need my prayers... please dont hesitated to leave a message to me... =D let us uphold each others in prayers... God bless...

Grace's exam timetable =D
4/11 - Islam
6/11 - effective communication
8/11 - statutory valuation
12/11 - property management
14/11 - land law (national land code)
18/11 - urban economics
19/11 - BACK.... MIRI... yeah!!! here i come !!!! =D

here i stop... may God bless everyone who face exam now... together we gambate lar... guess this will be my last post in campus... c ya...
-singen- =D

oBstAcles wont bring me down... =D

2008-10-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

yeah!! can online again... i miss my baby very very much... i called to the service center yesterday... my baby still in ICU... i wonder how to get him out of there as soon as possible???

exam month's around the corner... this bother me much... thinking a lot... i wish i can score for it yet lack confident in everything i do... i guess lack confident is my only mistake.. should say this always leads me to failure... that's why i'm always left behind of everyone... i pray hard for wisdom... i have full confident in others but not myself... hmmm.... i think i should think bout this and solve it before big stuff come rolling down on me... maybe too easy to satisfy myself... that's why... nvm... jia you, gracie... God have a plan in me... so i should stand up and walk out with confident!!! =P

I should say gambate to every of my friends here... some of them very very stress and having a very pack and tired week, this week... yes, can see that meena 's sleeping soundly now.. =P assignments, presentations, tests, projects nearly pull them down... woo... even have test on study week... i guess your lecturer might be missing you all much... they work hard for it... so hope everything's good in return... if not good in return then... life's like that... not everything you want it you'll get it... like what i say previously, the most important thing is that the process which lead you all the way... if you really learn something, so what... bad result doesnt bother... at least you should be grateful that you dint peep on others answer nor peep on books, rite?? =D for me you still done well, brother... together we study hard hard for the final exam okie... come on brothers and sisters... jia you and all the best to all... it's never too late and not the end but only the beginning... ~somewhere over the rainbow......~ kekekeke....
-singen- =D

eNzZ cOndEmN.... bEnGzZ.... =(

2008-10-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

wondering y i'm not around and din online for pass week... my laptop had been sent to icu... oh no... no matter how i give him cpu, how i cry aloud, still cant wake him up... my poor baby... oh no!!! i miss him very much, altho i enjoy using a desktop... thx to meena n peggy wor... with the combination of meena's cpu n peggy's monitor... haha... but cant online lor... too bad... but thank God i'm not those ppl who cant live without Internet... i reli cant accept the truth tat he's sick... so critically... coz i reli pamper him muc n care him very very muc... oh... how can he suffocate to death without any prior notice... juz feel sad when he's not around... looking forward for your home coming...

last week is a pack week i guess...with important test, quiz, n assign making the whole week interesting and tired... hiaks... firstly econs test... atlho juz few fill in the blanks questions which i think i can score but at last, what the... tat lect... come on... fine... i accepted the truth that i never touch what she want n hitted her goal... so i have no idea what i'm going to get at the finale... disappoint by telling me my 4 years studies were all craps... Thrusday... law test... cant imagine myself waking up in the middle of the night study while everyone's sleeping... no no.. not really everyone... luckily mee na is there accompany me study... haha... with sing lee there makes brighten up our night... cant imagine there still a lot of people staying awake during midnight... great... haha... but on the next day i'm condemned for trapped in the rain and plus low antibody... so i'm sick... sob sob sob... din eat for the whole day... cant imagine that my baby fall sick, me too... i manage to do that but been scolded by friends... come on... no appetite plus no nice food... thought that i'm gonna lose weight cause of this... who knows... fine... hehe...

i was sick for days, till now still dizzy and losing my balance this morning... wor... worry me much... sounds like i'm too old for my body liao.. die... hiaks... anyway, freinds, pls pray hard to God for my good health and wisdom for exam month's in the corner... which means after exam can back home... home... home... yeah... i wanna go home... looking forward... hehe... okies... it's time for me to wake up from imaginary and go back hostel... to all my friends, all da best and good luck for the coming exam... study hard and smart... get the best result... we are the best!!! God bless...
-singen- :D

No PaiN, nO GaiN.....

2008-10-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

no pain, no gain... agreed wid tis phrases??
someone is in loved lo... wow... congrates... but u're not single tho... there's nth to be rush, pal... a song name the correct person came across my mind... part of the lyric writes tat
爱要耐心等待, 仔细寻找, 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手, 等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少?? 然后得到多少并不计较??
r u prepared to love?? or it's juz coz u hate being lonely... pls make it clear before making decision n check ur heart for u'll hurt others for ur selfishness... i understand tat nth is absolute n i hav no rights to say others while me nv gone tru or in tis situation b4... but as a fren... i wont stop u from being good to '...' but... pls make sure u wont hurt n disappoint '...' ok...

it's kinda drawing far from my title... life is not a job... wakaka... it's a blank drawing block... wat u wish to add in, u can... wat color u wish to paint, as u like... saying no pain, no gain... i reli gain a lesson for being naif... too trusted someone n lastly... *sweng* i'm hurt n all blood... oh no... nearly gone crazy for tat... i admit tat i'm not good in fighting for wat i wan... i admit tat i din reli stand for myself... when u tells me bravely tat u wish smth goes like tat, i support altho i doesnt seems happy wid it... u catch my weakness... tat's y u win... for sure i did feel regret for wat i mis focus... now... yes i mean now... but i noe tat thr'll be better one for me lar... haha... happy go lucky ma... nth to worry... hehe... since i hav so many sisters n brothers around... being wid them ma like being in a relationship lor... wakakkaa... anyway, all da best lar to all lovers... me here wish u all from bottom of my heart... fh ah... someone's waiting for u... hiaks... gonna wack by someone soon... gotta go... wooooooooo.......... =D

-singen- =D ~smile, Jesus loves U !! ~

I Know Who Holds Tomorrow

2008-10-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine;
For its skies may turn to grey.

I don't worry over the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow,
And I know who holds my hand.

Every step is getting brighter,
As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter,
Every cloud is silver-lined.

There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow,
Where the mountains touch the sky.

I'm sure n very sure who holds my everyday n tomorrow... i hav a fren... very best fren who is a very good listener, good advisor, good, teacher, good example to learn from, i can found Him anywhr i needed Him... He never absent... thank you Jesus... U walk wid me for 21th years... wow... U noe wat's in my mind... U help me solve my prob when i'm in needed... He'll prepared everyth for me... happy tat U came to my life n give me eternal life... i'll live it to the fullest n blessed ppl around me... i promise to be very very good n understanding girl to my parents, my sister n also my beloved frens... please Jesus, look after my beloved ones like how U look after me... i prayed tat they'll oweys be wid me altho i noe tis wont last... i cried for losing so many old ones these days without any signals... knowing tat life is short n tis world is not my home... for those elders who hav passed away when i'm not in Miri, i'm sorry for the lost... hope we can meet again in heaven someday... no sorrows...no pain... only laugh, happiness, praise n worship...
Rest In Peace elders... ='(
-singen- ="(

加油，欣恩！！！

2008-10-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

someone told me tat result is not the most important things tat need to be cared... the most importance is the process tat lead to a result is the most important n hav we learned from it... everyth tat happens which makes me lose my hopes reli bother me muc... altho i act doesnt care muc but a little confidence from u is needed to let me keep going... kinda sad when bad things happened, others will be blame... but when good things happened... no one shows gratitude... anyway, nth is so worse in tis world tat cant be excused... enzz hav very big heart... can contain a lot of feelings, happy nor unhappy...

i hav a 100%'s presentation on tuesday. it's reli terrible n scary like wat i imagine... wat we worried, it reli happened. altho feel very stress n angry after so muc good work, tis lect still thinks tat we din put effort in tis presentation n assignment. mayb she is the one who doesnt noe wat reli tis subject is all about. according to my 5 years learning in tis subject, very sure wid one concept who noes she denies all... i understand, grown ups... image is the most important for them. how can she jz tell the class tat 'someone' who din pass up his assignment on tat day is excused. too unfair n very the unfair... i don care who's behind u n who is ur who who whoever... pls do everyth wid fairness n purity in ur heart like wat ur God teach u ok... i'm so frust when facing tis subject... hope wont be seeing u again in the future semester... but it's not under my control... fine... but honestly i reli take my initiative to do the best for the presentation... present in confident but still small mistakes coz of my stupid lousy in bm language. how to explain an image by using bm in a sudden... if i can make it then reli it's a miracle...

thank God another miracle happens is tat i manage to finish my 10 pages article writing in bm lastly... wow... wish i can hav a dictionary then wont be distracting ppl, asking pl to help me translate. feel even more stress when everyone has passed theirs up... i don wish to be the last... finish it by 2 smth last nite... shld say tis morning... hav a few hours of sleep then wake up again to study for test at 8 tis morning... oh x!!! nv been so hardworking.... hardworking till din take dinner last nite oso din realize... hiaks... x bad.. can keep fit plus save $ oso... waakaka... luckily i can wake up, as u noe waking up is the hardest things for me... thanks brather, thanks dearest mn for being supportive... i wont give up easily de... jia you!!! u guys too oo.... i learn hard to say gambate to myself than blaming n saying sorry to myself...
-singen- =D

happy birthday to Jane...

2008-10-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

Jane, Jane.... my ex room mate.... lastly u turned 21years old liao... happy... very happy...
i went to fetch her at airport on monday... senai airport is different from wat i saw last time... woo.... hav 5 minutes walk to reach the hall... kinda far... looking forward to go back home oo... i wanna go home... far away from family reli not fun lor... woo... nvm... at least jane n ah kooi treat me n ah sie muum muum... keke.... a very nice lavender dinner... thanks both wor.... i enjoy very muc... on the other day's nite, which is jane's birthday nite we, jane, ah kooi, ah sie, yu tian n mE go sing k dinner at neway... har... long time din go out together lor... good memory... sing, jump n shout like wanna explode the neway... take their buffet dinner it's free.... wow... enjoy enjoy enjoy... but noe wat... they enjoy to the max where me bz finishing my article writing for property management...wor... hav to finish writing one paragraph juz then can sing 2 songs... too bad lor... sob sob sob.... unbeliefable.... i manage to be guai oo... very very guai... anywhr can do homework... wakakaka.... hehe.... lastly, jane.... altho we din stay the same college now but hope our frenship wont end juz like tat lar... thanks anyway for acc me last whole year... thank God we same sarawakian stay together n we share same surename... keke... u're someone which i noe when i'm kiddy but reli donno it's u when i firstly saw u... miracle... no matter wat happpened before... let's bygones be bygones... all the best n may God bless u to the fullest in tis 21st year of life... HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, JANE....
-singen- =D

thanks to all frens..... =D

2008-09-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

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hey frens....juz wanna say i'm happy to noe u all... we share most our time together... we laugh, we cry... glad to hav someone noe me... whenever i need someone, u U u muz be thr... to my coursemate... hmmm... ah sie, yu tian, jane, kooi ..... altho i'm x the smartest but u guys makes me think i'm the smartest... all crazy ideas altho unacceptable , still can consider as good idea.. hehehe.. till now a year plus, we hav attend many functions together... fac nite, gala nite, birthday celebration, new year dinner reunion... guess wat... i enjoy everytime we hang around... so i promise myself to enjoy to the max no matter how, what n when... i can be ur best buddy but x clown pls... hehe... to my churchmates, hehe.. altho i knew u all most in the early of tis sem... but for me it seems like we knew for decades... mee na, thanks for being one of my best sister in utm here... sometime she seems so tired but still force to entertain me... paiseh... sorry for let u get annoyed if reli so... the most grateful i can mention was tat during the camp, she did play part of jie jie to me... oh, sorry for hiding beside u, squeeze same bed wid u... i juz notti a bit n find someone to play wid... hope u wont mind... hehe... anyway, don worry i'm a very understanding girl... hope wont bring prob to u in days after.... all frens here, altho ur name din mention here but it doesnt mean i forget bout u... =D anyone who noes me n i noes u r all my frens, so u r in my frens list... everyone plays an important part, without someone then my days will not be complete... all da best to all of U guys... may God bless U all... thank God to let us be frens... whenever u r down, unhappy, fail or any matters that happen... nv forget tat is someone praying for u... cHeErS !!! =D -_- \/
-singen- =D

祷告... 让我重新得力...

2008-09-19T01:03:00.001+08:00

有一天
词曲:盛晓玫

有一天你若觉得失去勇气
有一天你若真的想放弃
有一天你若感觉没人爱你
有一天好像走到谷底

那一天你要振作你的心情
那一天你要珍惜你自己
那一天不要忘记有人爱你
那一天不要轻易说放弃

这个世界真有一位上帝
他爱你他愿意帮助你
茫茫人海虽然寂寞
他爱能温暖一切冷漠

这个世界真有一位上帝
他的双手渴望紧紧拥抱你
漫漫长夜陪你走过
他爱你伴你一生之久

copyright 2006 Clay Music
www.claymusic.org

this song really helps me muc... when i'm down... i noe God never absent...
so, can feel what the lyrics talking bout n understand how God be with me wherever n whenever. thanks God.... halleluyah... =)
-singen - =D

小恩心病了... =(

2008-09-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

these days me again in a very down condition.... how shld i describe tat... stress... down... unhappy... gracie's small small heart is sick... a lot of things happen around me... sometimes reli feel like hiding behind a wall... notice wat reli happen in my surrounding... coz i feel like i'm into a situation till i lost myself... tis sound serious... i lost my faith... my everyth... but thank God i din leave Him... coz of these things happened, i trusted Him more... let me c His righteous more... but i reli hav to say tat i'm all innocent... i gain strength after every prayer... thank God... =D

paintball (sr vz jr) =P

2008-09-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

In mind, paintball count as a tough sport... looks like entering a war... kill kill kill kill.... hahahaha... we kang le group go to play paintball yest evening at impiana... hmmm... wow... tis was my first time... it's raining n we r playing in rain... all wet... all sweat... all smelly... heheh... altho so we still manage to go kfc after the game...hmmm.... 10 of us playing... only me n peggy r girl... oh comeon... so we divide it into 2 groups wid senior group n junior group... unfair ler... seniors all terror... cant even win them... but at last i nearly got a kinda nice shot...wakakak... sorry yang how... i doesnt meant it... hiaks.... anyway, altho everyth is messy n blur we still enjoy in it... shot shot shot... yeah...

yum yum mooncake...

2008-09-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

yesterday was mooncake festival but our church celebrate it on the nite of saturday... it was a happy n enjoy nite.... bring back a lot of young memories... we ate till full, very delicious dinner... i ate n ate n ate n ate... still hungry... oh... all kinds of delicious foods such as curry, noodles, fried rice, sandwiches, salad, spaghetti, eggs, fruits, mooncakes n even cakes... wow... how happy m i... =P we played games among our churchmates... kids games... ugly position we posed in order to win the game... altho ugly but i enjoy it very muc... since tis is my 1st time playing tis kinda game... at last everyone is tired n wet... for sure will become old lady on the other day, muscles pain... wakkaka...

actually tat nite kinda disappointed coz i haven ate traditional mooncake... who noes last nite while celebrating hoon coong's bd, they brought 3 mooncakes... wow... happy happy happy happy... they won it, no wonder they willing to share....hiaks... jk brothers... thanks God...i tot tis year wont be able to eat mooncake..hehe... happy birthday to hoon coong lar... 21 years old lor... an adult u r now... don act like a kid anymore k...hehe...

-singen- =D

happy birthday to mE... =D

2008-09-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

hey, 21 years old at last...yu tian wish i can mention her name at the beginning of tis long write... i missed to write bout the present she gave...hahaha.... she gave few pieces of terengganu kepropok as my present...halo.... hahaha... while ah sie gave 1 packet of ma ti su...wow... food food food again... i gain weight my frens.... hehe... for sure wont forget the creative photo album... hope till the end of my studies it will become thick which full wid our photoes n memories...we 2SGP r the camera addicts...n also ah kooi, jane n ah sie's present.. chocs...yeah... n hand bag...too bad... i nv use hang bag lar... nvm... one day who noes... =P

Time flies, as i counted n counted in the beginning of 2008.... looking forward for my bd...wanna turn 21 liao...but who noes a week before 1st sept feel weird...told ah sie i don wish to blow the candle...don wish to be big... can diagnose as turn old phobia...hahaha.... for as i grown up those elder will become old... the most worries of mine were that...sigh...hope everyth is under my controlled...but i knew God will prepared for me n give me the best of everyth to me...thank God !!!

This year's birthday was very special n unpredictable....many surprise...thanks to those who celebrate wid me oo..i appreciate it... =D very very surprise...on the 27th Aug evening, my cell group hav gathering plus celebrate bro wu yong's birthday... i attend it altho i hav test at nite....jun jun go test...wow....phew.... luckily got study a bit.... shock me when they take out 2 cakes.... shy me... hehe... 1st time among the cell group which so many ppl celebrate bd for someone... plus can celebrate together wid bro wu yong... hmmmm, very glad too... thanks to my cell group members... may God bless u all....

tat's juz wednesday.... 5 days before my bd... i got my 1st 21st bd card... on friday, i got my 1st 21st bd's present... wow...thanks to brather sing lee... keke...unbelievable... it's my favorite vro0om vr0oom... gorgeous n elegant vro0m....yeah!!! i cut on hair on that day... kinda nice but everyone told me nth change...well...fine...hehehe....i wish i can free from all homeworks, assignment n stuffs until my bd... but who noes, sie sie n yu tian told me tat i hav to finish my part of the assign by monday, which is on my bd.... oh my.... saturday nite juz then they told me...hmmm, the only OS in my mind was what??? juz left only my part...can i postpone it??? i knew i cant... so i hav to bring my assign to sis peggy's room on sunday while sis mee na them meeting at krp... pity me... alone in the dark room... war!!! coz miss peggy say i hav to finish my homewrok, abo she wont bring me out tml...what TML??? it's my bd...comeon... i don wanna left alone in room....hey... fine then... i cant manage to finish it tho...hahaha....bz looking for the free ticket to go back on the next long long semester end break...kekeke.... fine... in short, i been force to write that 3 pages of essay bout depletion of ozone while i countdown my bd... sob sob sob...what lar....amelia called n talked for half n hour...oh my... i'm so nervous coz yee ying come n asked for the pen drive... please give me some more time i pleased her...everyone tot that's juz 3 pages of essay...but it's a big hard work for me...

suddenly, sis mee na, peggy, lim miin, sze qian n ee lin come in wid a cake... war...HAPPY BIRTHDAY they shouted !!! too loud fren, luckily lots of ppl back to their hometown that time...heheh... that's my 2nd bd cake... tiramisu... not bad... i'm shock coz eelin came n asking her how she goin back then... i'll be sleeping at ur place, she said....what?? wow...many shock points... hehe...ok.... i tot they kidding wid me... she's serious...hahaha... i slept beside her that nite... very special lesson God gave... hahaha... altho she so shy yet she's asleep oso... i finish my assign at bout 2 in the morning... after reply all those bd msges n wishes... it's 3 in the morning... wow...

wake up very early in my birthday morning...yeah... unbelievable mee na said... hehe...sitting thr waiting for goin out..hehe... went to skudai parade n cs... bought a short pant n log pant... argh... spent 50++ tat morning... oh hoho... kinda happy...that is my first time sleep like baby in bus...keke... paiseh...hehe.. that nite we hav church choir gathering at rev's villa...hehe...not bad lar...at pool side bbq... altho x muc food we still enjoy n did reli hav gathering... these bro n sis lets me feels like i'm at home, so everytime hanging around wid them i feel comfortable..hehe... thank God... suddenly...suddenly again...hehe... bro qing soon come n ask me stand beside pool side...woo...don play play ah..hehe... wow..diff kinds of tactic he used... the draw my attention from ppl behind me... cheat me say wan biao bai....haha.... oh my... suddenly again... i hav been carried by the guys... cant reli rmbr who r they... as i noe bro sing li, bro achi, bro ck, bro yang how n.... not sure... all very notti guys... i'll hunt for u guys don worry....hiaks... thr r lil tears in my eyes...it's not tears of touch but tears of shock.... pls don get me wrong...wakkakaa.... what i can say, bro ck... u r reli strong...cant reli imagine he so thin still able to swing me nearly inside the pool....kekeke... blow cakes again...this was my 3rd bd cake this year...hehe.... plus one big cake for all choir members...ehehe... we played... we talked... we shared... we build... someone destroyed...iaks... anyway, tat's very excited nite n thanks to my cell group's present...an useful devotional book... such a coincidence, i'm looking for devotional book... thanks to all choir member yo... love ya all... may God give us the best sound to serve him in the future sunday service...after a tired n meaningful day lastly in room... i wish time could stop n let me feel the moments again... li min bao ba, shuih fenq dai ma, ginny nai po and li fong mei mei come n bring present to me...war... i love them... no matter how i sai nai, they listens....hahaha.... i got a family tree for my present... music ferris wheel... honestly very very nice....

on the 2nd sept i decided to stay in room... be a good girl... haha...i did...i slept for the whole day... even din realise ah sie them already come back from melaka... too bad they cant celebrate my bd together... purposely swipe away to avoid it ah...huh....so bad... that nite she brought a toy hammer to my room saying that was my bd present from jane n ah kooi...come on...wakkakaa....

i never thought of the celebration of my bd will last for a week time nearly become a pesta... special n special... 3rd sept nite, ah sie n yu tian came to my room n ask me down to arked immediately for assign meeting wid jane n ah kooi... wat?? jane scolded me for din bring laptop n papers... without any suspect, i'm in the trick... shock again... ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ were sang by my coursemate n frens... 2 cakes in a go.... tat's over.... the 4th n 5th cake tis year... suddenly...again... i'm caught tight n been blindfold... i can feel string round my neck...wat new trick they'd like to play again??? well well well... the snow spray was spray on my head while a big 21st key was chain on my neck... nice... good handmade yu tian...muaks... we played... we ate... we smiled... never forget, we took photos... thanks to my coursemate...some were far from k11 n k16 n k17... LAD frens... my utm family members... love ya all too...n also my present...liang hong...hehe... nice act n thanks for the cooperation...hiaks...

after that nite's celebration....i understand that it's enuf n more than enuf... i'm grateful wid those who plan for any of my celebrations... i reli appreciate ur gifts n i reli enjoy my 21st birthday... altho my family members were far away from me at miri... but i still put them in 1st bd wish when i blown the candles... they were n most worries n cares... my first wish was my family will be cheerful n healthy n God be wid them in their daily life... the 2nd was asking God to bless n give strength in my serving n bless my frens around me... U... U hav been bless...thank God for this blessing... lastly... i keep...hehehe.... phew....

that were the stories of my birthday... happy to share wid everyone... hope all can feel the happiness n blessing.... lastly... thanks n praise God....

-sing en- =D

New Born space for gracie... =D

2008-09-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

halo everyone... hmmm, i feel like blogging... wish to write every sweet n sour memories n share in here... sign a new blog for the other one hard to edit n get tru the admin page when i get online... sigh... wish tis wifi can stronger more so that i can update anytime... what shld i start wid... a very good morning to..... hiaks... hmmm, shld said more bout my uni life... in short, tis is my 3rd sem in utm... 5 more sems to go... kinda enjoy tis sem... so for sure hav many many many funny n crazy things happen around me... i move to a new college... hav a very nice n big single room... glad to hav frens near me... so very enjoy being single in a single room... all alone... yeah!!! plus i can get online in room... wow... but i gain weight coz of tat... sob sob sob... at least i did go exercise for some times... hehe... k9 here hav numbers of coursemates n churchmates, at last hav chance to go class alone... by bus c got yuan fen o x...wakakaka....come on.... churchmates are mee na, sze qian n lim miin... happy to go church for service n worship together... walk to maingate... altho kinda tired but oweys thr'r laughter more than complains... glad to noe them... i involve in church activities more tis sem... life long learning... hiaks... i did reli learn a lot... thanks yo.... learn leadership in qq camp group, learn to sing, love n appreciate in choir, learn to show gratitude n be a listener n noe more bout myself in qq camp, learn to drink yogurt drink =P... as i get closer wid churchmates, juz then they say i grown up compare wid last year... it's juz b'coz i din noe u guys n don dare to hang round wid them wat... sigh... don get me wrong k... hehe... but i guess i can balance every aspects to avoid misunderstandings... i'm trying... give me some times frens... thanks...thanks God that i've been found... i've set here n knew every single frens around me... they accompany me n i entertain them... hehe.. God bless u all....